Emptiness

I’m so sorry to tell a lie… 

I’ve told everyone that they could be stronger than the society, but that’s wrong. I’ve fought against them every single second… but I’ve failed. Like Sia sings in one of her songs, “you shot me down but I get up,” I have always tried to stand up again and again and again and again but now… I don’t have enough power to stand up again… 

I thought I would be bulletproof but that’s wrong… 

I just feel so sick and lonely…